When will my life begin?

I'd like to think that when one door closes, another will open but as of right now, I don't feel so optimistic. Maybe when my head is more clear and I am no longer in shock, I will be able to feel more optimistic about my situation but currently, I cant think of anything worse.

Maybe being let go from my job today will be the start of something great. Maybe I'll be able to pursue my passion of baking and actually make it into something. Maybe I will find a job where I can travel and experience new things and make memories.

All these possibilities are out there and maybe its time for me to go chase my dreams. I've lived one of my dreams, why not go live another?